23.1.05

Huff n Puff

No. I'm sorry. I haven't been feeling much better since then. Nightmares encircle my thoughts on a routine basis. That rocky feeling hasn't faded but grows little by little.

Haena Cho. You're being wasted away because of yourself. Find something to hold on to before you fall.

That's what I want for my birthday. I want to know for sure that there's steady ground. Rocks to be crushed to dust, dreams instead of nightmares... Steady, dusty, secure ground.